Ghost Worlds

Commenced September 2025

Artist and Monster (after “The Bride of Frankenstein” 1935)

Artist and Monster (after “The Bride of Frankenstein” 1935)

h14.5 w19.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

In the 1935 film, the Frankenstein monster is welcomed into the home of a blind hermit. In this drawing the hermit's table is formed by a pencil rubbing of my eyedrop packaging (complete with Braille label). On the table is a representation of the tiny eyedrop bottle itself.

Artist and Bull

Artist and Bull

h14.5 w19.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

This drawing is inspired by a dream experienced by my wife in which I appeared to be conquering my life-long fear of cattle. The pencil rubbing is of the foil container of my beta blocker tablets.

The Innocent - Nadia Comăneci 1976

The Innocent - Nadia Comăneci 1976

h19.5 w14.5 cm

carbon pencil, graphite pencil and ink on cartridge paper

Referencing the first version of the painting Puberty (1894-95) by Edvard Munch, I look back to my teenage years and remember the inspiring 1976 Olympic achievements of my near exact contemporary, fourteen year old Romanian gymnast Nadia Comăneci. As an adult Comăneci spoke of the harshness of the East European training regimes and became noted for leading a refugee group across challenging terrain to escape the then tryanny of her native country.

“All the Paintings in my Head” - portrait of Sheila Fell after a charcoal drawing  by Frank Auerbach (1954)

“All the Paintings in my Head” - portrait of Sheila Fell after a charcoal drawing  by Frank Auerbach (1954)

h19.5 w14.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

Shortly after Cumbrian born artist Sheila Fell's death in 1979, aged just forty-eight, she was quoted in an article written by Hunter Davies: "I ... intend to live till 104. I've promised myself I will. It's what keeps me going. I worry if I'll ever have time to do all the paintings in my head." The pencil rubbing is of an historic leaded window.

Lowry in the Mirror

Lowry in the Mirror

h19.5 w14.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

What are we artists really attempting to capture? In the mirror I have depicted the North Sea coast at Sunderland, Tyne and Wear, the place where I was born and grew up, and where L. S. Lowry spent many of his adult summer holidays. Lowry was a friend and mentor of artist Sheila Fell (above).

Self-portrait with left eye closed

Self-portrait with left eye closed

h19.5 w14.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

This is a very accurate depiction of the view I see in a mirror when using just my right eye.

JR and JR - Larry Hagman b.21/09/1931 Joni Rosanna Inkelaar Symes b.31/08/2025

JR and JR - Larry Hagman b.21/09/1931 Joni Rosanna Inkelaar Symes b.31/08/2025

h19.5 w14.5 cm

carbon pencil, graphite pencil and ink on cartridge paper

A contemporary new-born baby is held by the historic character JR, played in the long-running TV series (1978-1991) Dallas by Larry Hagman (1931-2012). The circle of life.

The Old Doll

The Old Doll

h14.5 w19.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

Heirloom doll, handed down through the family of my wife. Probably originally a pin cushion (c.Nineteenth Century).

Don Giovanni in Hell - Sir Thomas Allen (b.10.09.1944)

Don Giovanni in Hell - Sir Thomas Allen (b.10.09.1944)

h19.5 w14.5 cm

carbon pencil, graphite pencil and ink on cartridge paper

Sir Thomas Allen as Don Giovanni, La Scala 1987. An imagined depiction of the character's arrival in hell (not a scene actually featured in the opera).

Artist as the fifth horseman of the apocalypse - after “Sir Wilfred Lawson on Chieftain” by John Ferneley 1782-1860

Artist as the fifth horseman of the apocalypse - after “Sir Wilfred Lawson on Chieftain” by John Ferneley 1782-1860

h14.5 w19.5 cm

carbon pencil, graphite pencil and ink on cartridge paper

I have based this drawing on a painting hanging at Isel Hall, Cumbria, where I occasionally act as a guide, and where I live above the historic stables next door. I like to think Chieftan might once have been living and breathing directly beneath my bedroom floor.

Mary Burkett (out of focus) Owner of Isel Hall, Cumbria 1986-2014

Mary Burkett (out of focus) Owner of Isel Hall, Cumbria 1986-2014

h14.5 w19.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

This drawing is based on an archive photograph. Mary Burkett (1924-2014) was Director of Abbot Hall Gallery in Kendal from 1966 to 1986 and was a great champion of artists and the arts across North West England.

Drawing after Picasso’s “Le Peintre” (1963) (Lost in the Swissair disaster of 1998)

Drawing after Picasso’s “Le Peintre” (1963) (Lost in the Swissair disaster of 1998)

h19.5 w14.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

Picasso's lost painting was probably not a self-portrait as in my drawing: the hat-wearing artist in the original was thin-faced and bearded. Only one tiny fragment of Picasso's artwork is rumoured to have been found following the loss of Swissair flight 111 off the coast of Nova Scotia.

Bit Part - Clint Eastwood as Lab Technician from “Revenge of The Creature” (1955)

Bit Part - Clint Eastwood as Lab Technician from “Revenge of The Creature” (1955)

h14.5 w19.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

We are all bit parts in this great movie called life.

Ferdinand Hodler's Boots

Ferdinand Hodler's Boots

h14.5 w19.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

Ferdinand Hodler - Swiss artist (1853-1918), best known for his mountain landscapes. This drawing is from a photograph taken in 1917. Whilst war was raging across Europe, Hodler was mourning the death of his lover and growing increasingly ill in Geneva. Despite all, he continued to paint tranquil scenes of Lake Geneva from his balcony. How many beautiful Alpine mountainsides these faithful old boots once tramped across in happier, more active times is unknown.

The Eyes of Django - Jean (Django) Reinhardt 1910-1953

The Eyes of Django - Jean (Django) Reinhardt 1910-1953

h14.5 w19.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

Django Reinhardt defied his humble Romani origins to become an international jazz guitar star. Surviving both being almost burned to death in a Romani wagon fire and the anti-Romani persecutions of Nazi-occupied France, he succumbed to a brain hemorrhage in 1953 aged just 43.

Artist as Model - Gwen John posing for Rodin (c.1907-11)

Artist as Model - Gwen John posing for Rodin (c.1907-11)

h19.5 w14.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

Artist Gwen John (1876-1939) was both a model and a lover for sculptor Auguste Rodin. This drawing is based on a photograph taken in Rodin's studio and includes pencil rubbings of modern-day stone carving. The image also references my own double vision.

Warhol's Mother

Warhol's Mother

h19.5 w14.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

I was looking for a photograph of Andy Warhol before he started wearing the trademark grey-white wigs, but happened upon a captivating image of Warhol's mother. This drawing celebrates her own impressive hairstyle.

Schubert Erased

Schubert Erased

h14.5 w19.5 cm

carbon pencil and graphite pencil on cartridge paper

Artwork in memory of deciding to miss attending a Schubert recital because of "Storm Amy" (03/10/25). This drawing also references my bizaare visual disturbance of sometimes seeing people in the street appearing to be missing heads or feet.

There are thousands of people out here "trying to be artists". But one cannot "try" to be an artist. One simply is. And the only thing true artists are "trying" to do is avoid starvation.
Alan O'Cain, 20 October 2025 [SITE: A Plain Fish]